I really wanted to start blogging... I was enjoying reading all of my friends posts and posts of those I didn't know and thought, I could do that. I could talk about my life and give words of wisdom or kindness, or just try to make someone laugh. I always have things on my mind that I feel would be better expressed written or just might make more sense once given to the universe... but I can't. For some reason the words just don't come to me, I don't know what to say.
I have been struggling internally, a lot of things going on and I just can't find the words. I can't verbalize how I feel, and I can't write how I feel. Some would probably call it writers block, however its more of a mental block. I just feel lost. I pray everyday and strive to find ways to do the things that make me the happiest. Being with my kids makes me happy... and so I plan every day of fun things to do with them, but at the end of the day I still feel.... lost for words.
I know this is short and I haven't been updating like I should, but I will try harder. I think if I can get started my words will flow.. but until then I will continue to pray and just try to be happy.
